Changes

I'm tired
of feeling unispired;
of waking to the same four walls,
and receiving the same old calls...
Day in, and day out-
this isn't what life's about.
Everything bad happens all at once,
and silence is my only response.
Unsure of which direction to move,
or what I'm even trying to prove-
My life has taken a pit stop...
but there's no quick pop-
no quick changes
only increasing strangeness.
Time is moving much too slow,
out of rhythm with life's simple ebb and flow.
I'm trying desperately to remain grounded and strong,
But I'm not sure what for, or for how long...